Its so nice to happy

My good chap, Ella and I went to have our student driver's license last thursday, and then I ve found out from another chap that we need to get our impt documents authenticated if we really want to get out of the country. olaa!! wtf? how many times do we need it authenticated?? damn! but seriously speaking, WE ARE DETERMINED! I didnt exert too much effort last year but I am now..hopefully within this 2005 I am off the bank where I am burning my ass lol. Wherever my life would take me, europe, middle east or north america, I wouldnt refuse.
Hmm I got a crush on filipino-chinese, he works in the same company where I am, he is cute.. but I wont let myself fall this time since I am gunna leave the country soon, u know I dont want someone special to be left behind, so I ll do my best not to get involved hehe. Crissy, my good old chap told me about Fred fixed her spot..err spot? lol so I am askin dear Fred to fix mine too..weee Please, will u? that is if its OK.
And Ooooh another reason to be happy..4-irc slowly but surely coming back.


"Each night, when I go to sleep, I die. And the next morning, when I wake up, I am reborn." -Mahatma Gandhi

The meaning of Life..

Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but your are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know its shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted. Life is like a pull on a rubber band, and most of us live somewhere in the middle, someone said "its like a wrestling match", yes life can be describe that way, so which side wins? LOVE wins, Love always wins..
Many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important, this is bcoz they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.

Source: Tuesdays with Morrie

Back to reality...

Ok now, holiday is over, simply means back to work (gosh!!! I am havin a headache lol) hah!! I dont know what to feel for I am not sad and I am not pleased either, damn boss gave me a dual responsibilities ( I would be really pleased if it means promotion....whooaaa!! why not?) uhoho well ...I say I am grateful for I have a J-O-B, people I work with believes and trust me..those are number of blessings GOD has given me, but I need an increase! lol Thank you!!

Welcome 2005!!!

I am still sick but was able to manage going to Crissy's (Manila home) to spend some time with her family, kids and old good friends. We had a drink, lots of food, and we really enjoyed seeing lovely fireworks..you may wonder why am I not in my own family? lol mum and dad dont care too much about loud noise and my niece gone to bed early, so..egad!! Crissy's youngest bro greeted me happy new year and kissed my lips..yayy!! I was taken aback..geeee!! lol anyway was just a brotherly kiss. heh! May this New Year be better than the last and may happiness and love abound! Worldpeace!!

Gift of Friendship

I was in bed for a couple of days or so bcoz I got sick, I tried my best to get up to welcome the year of the rooster with a bang bang..Crissy woke me up with her 6 consecutives sms last 31 Dec, we had a tough secret talk about something I wont disclose for I dont wanna wash our "dirty clothes" in the net, anyway to cut it all short it made me and crissy realized that no one, no thing can destroy our friendship. peace!!