"Other Side Of The World"

I very much like this song, I dedicate this to the one I ll marry...ehhe

Over the sea and far away
He's waiting like an iceberg
Waiting to change
But he's cold inside
He wants to be like the water

All the muscles tighten in his face
Buries his soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water

The fire fades away
Most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's to hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're the other side of the world to me

On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along

The fire fades away

Can you help me
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore

The fire fades away

"Counting down the days"

You were right
And I don't wanna be here
If your gonna be there
Was that supposed to happen

I'll hold tight
I'll remember to smile
Though it has been a while
And without you does it matter

There's no room
No place to start
When our souls are apart

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
Hold you so tight
I'm counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here
I'm counting down the days

How've you been
It's just the usual here
And days are feeling like years
And every day's without you

Now I cry
Just a little too much
When I think of your touch
And everything about you

I feel cold
I'm in the dark
When our souls are apart

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
Hold you so tight
I'm counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
Hold you so tightI'm counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here
I'm counting down the days

I'm counting down the days
I'm counting down the days

I'm gonna be your surprise
I'm gonna hold you so tight

Yeah

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
I'd hold you so tight
I'm counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here

I wanna travel through time
See your surpriseI'd hold you so tight
I'm counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here
A million miles away from here

AAH EUROPA!

Wow!! I still cant believe that I am here already in Italia!! but before getting here, me and my friends have been in Germany.. in Dusseldorf, Koln, Bonn. Germany is really a nice place tho I tell you that their language is really difficult to learn and to understand. Anyway, I am really thankful GOD's plan for me is indeed better than I have for myself, I terribly missed everything in my land, my family, my room, my relatives & friends but this is it!! theres no turning back, and I am looking forward of going around europa.. Cool!!

July birthday 2005

Thanks GOD for this indeed wonderful day especially made for me. teehee! We celebrated my day for 6 days, not consecutive tho this year is better than last, thanks to all my beautiful friends here and abroad who remembered. Only the sad part but I guess still a blessing is that I am still single ;þ If we didnt run out of money maybe were still celebrating it till now..bwahahaha. Hmm Birthdays are only once a year, so I guess that explain why people celebrate it full blast. Thanks to Det in Italy, Crissy in Canada who spent a few dollars sending me sms, to Seni of Albania, Nadia of Bulgaria, and Ani of India whooaa take notice of my friends huh theyre worldwide..heh! And to all my friends in Manila who never forgets, u know who u are, I dont wanna miss a name so I guess its better not to write it one-by-one.. Thanks to my family, relatives, officemates. I really thank GOD for all the blessings for me, for all my prayers that has been answered... (I didnt know u are a dramatic actress now JuLLiA`..tata!) Till next birthday!

SEPARATE LIVES..

I never realize until now that this painful, realistic and beautiful song fits me..
and I wholeheartedly dedicated this one to the man I met a month ago, his name is LITO. I maybe crazy for a short period of time I have known him.. I cant get him off my mind. I guess LIFE's like this. Cheerz!

You called me from the room in your hotel
All full of romance for someone that you'd met
And telling me how sorry you were, leaving so soon
And that you miss me sometimes when you’re alone in your room
Do I feel lonely too?

You have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
We can’t go on just holding on to time
Now that we’re living separate lives

Well I held on to let you go
And if you lost your love for me, well you never let it show
There was no way to compromise
So now we’re living (living)Separate lives

Ooh, it’s so typical, love leads to isolation
So you build that wall (build that wall)
Yes, you build that wall (build that wall)
And you make it stronger

Well you have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
Some day I might (I might) find myself looking in your eyes
But for now, we’ll go on living separate lives
Yes for now, we’ll go on living separate lives
Separate lives

REUNITED....

Whoaaa!! Almost four months of not updating my spot.. spot?? hehe anyways, thanks to people who suggested me to make an update, one of those is Duck__a singaporean I met in 4-irc, and who else? hmm I guess he was the only one. LOL! Ok now reality wise, I was indeed glad bcoz Imelda Apanay, one of my good friend gave me a call, its been ages since the last time I have seen her..only to find out that she wanna borrow something from me. (Asan na nga ba yung mahiwagang notes ko sa CG? eck!) the bright side is she intro me to one of her officemate, Angelito Arnuco..I said not bad, so to make a long story short, we went out, had a drink and I say it was fun! and I really had fun. Its a wonderful feeling keeping old friends and making new ones, any objections?? heh. And Oooh my loving sis Jenny went back to USA, there was a lil sadness in my heart when she left but I have learned to realized in life, to be able to be successful.. one must sacrifice! And in my case I am always the sacrificial lamb..hahaha jk!

"It doesn't matter where you go in life, or what you acquire; it's who you have beside you that really matters."

Right said FRED...

Ohoo!! my work, my application and my family & friends requires a lot of time, I dont even have a time for myself..*sighs* I try to come on-line everyday just to check my emails tho there are times I stay longer than usual, and when I do I come to 4-irc (weeee, its back!! full speed)
I say hi to people who says hi to me (in messengers heh!) and nothing else..I promised FRED and Crissy that I ll update this spot if I can, so...tis blog is dedicated to FRED and Crissy. I am gunna be with u two someday ......I HOPE! :P

Updates...updates...

I was an extra busy these past few days..and Crissy needed to poke my butt so I am updating you now what is happening at my side, but first I AM ASKING FRED..Hello Fred!!! a post-bday greetings to you, to make some magic in my spot. I just sign-up in tag-board, (Crissy has the necessary data that ll be needed) and I really am sorry, even I cant managed to find a BF myself for this cumming err coming valentine's day its all bcoz I am freaky busy..anyway, I promise to keep you updated. FRED!!! pleaseeeeeeeeeee?... kiss!!

Its so nice to happy

My good chap, Ella and I went to have our student driver's license last thursday, and then I ve found out from another chap that we need to get our impt documents authenticated if we really want to get out of the country. olaa!! wtf? how many times do we need it authenticated?? damn! but seriously speaking, WE ARE DETERMINED! I didnt exert too much effort last year but I am now..hopefully within this 2005 I am off the bank where I am burning my ass lol. Wherever my life would take me, europe, middle east or north america, I wouldnt refuse.
Hmm I got a crush on filipino-chinese, he works in the same company where I am, he is cute.. but I wont let myself fall this time since I am gunna leave the country soon, u know I dont want someone special to be left behind, so I ll do my best not to get involved hehe. Crissy, my good old chap told me about Fred fixed her spot..err spot? lol so I am askin dear Fred to fix mine too..weee Please, will u? that is if its OK.
And Ooooh another reason to be happy..4-irc slowly but surely coming back.


"Each night, when I go to sleep, I die. And the next morning, when I wake up, I am reborn." -Mahatma Gandhi

The meaning of Life..

Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but your are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know its shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted. Life is like a pull on a rubber band, and most of us live somewhere in the middle, someone said "its like a wrestling match", yes life can be describe that way, so which side wins? LOVE wins, Love always wins..
Many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important, this is bcoz they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.

Source: Tuesdays with Morrie

Back to reality...

Ok now, holiday is over, simply means back to work (gosh!!! I am havin a headache lol) hah!! I dont know what to feel for I am not sad and I am not pleased either, damn boss gave me a dual responsibilities ( I would be really pleased if it means promotion....whooaaa!! why not?) uhoho well ...I say I am grateful for I have a J-O-B, people I work with believes and trust me..those are number of blessings GOD has given me, but I need an increase! lol Thank you!!

Welcome 2005!!!

I am still sick but was able to manage going to Crissy's (Manila home) to spend some time with her family, kids and old good friends. We had a drink, lots of food, and we really enjoyed seeing lovely fireworks..you may wonder why am I not in my own family? lol mum and dad dont care too much about loud noise and my niece gone to bed early, so..egad!! Crissy's youngest bro greeted me happy new year and kissed my lips..yayy!! I was taken aback..geeee!! lol anyway was just a brotherly kiss. heh! May this New Year be better than the last and may happiness and love abound! Worldpeace!!

Gift of Friendship

I was in bed for a couple of days or so bcoz I got sick, I tried my best to get up to welcome the year of the rooster with a bang bang..Crissy woke me up with her 6 consecutives sms last 31 Dec, we had a tough secret talk about something I wont disclose for I dont wanna wash our "dirty clothes" in the net, anyway to cut it all short it made me and crissy realized that no one, no thing can destroy our friendship. peace!!