My baby JuLLiA EriS

My Life..

Jullia Eris Alonzo Latido
was born Feb, 02 2009 @ 22:26
M. Melloni Hospital
Milano Italia

As I sit here in the room that very soon will belong to you.
I fold your tiny little clothes, knowing all our dreams will soon come true

I get everything ready, do all that I can, Wishing you were here
It won't be long now, that I know, the time is drawing near

A week goes by I am so anxious it's so hard to wait i cannot sleep at night

We get to the hospital only for a check-up..
But my waterbag broke and Here they come, the contractions

I immediately called your Daddy..
We've been in labor, and none of it seems quite real

Doctors come and check on our progress..
What, I say, it can't be true, I'm so ready for you to meet us.

An hour later, the pain's too much, and in the doctor's came..
We have to have an emergency cesarean, is all I heard them say.

I was relaxed, I held on to you, as they wheeled us down the hall,
I laid there on the operating table and didn't get the chance to call your dad again..

I waited as they cut and snipped, for the sound of your voice crying,
And as if on cue, there you were, girl, you've got perfect timing.

As I listened to you crying, I'd never heard anything so sweet.
Nurse brought you to incubator because you were premature..

After a couple of days together with your daddy, we saw you..

You were so beautiful, and so very tiny, you looked like me but you have your dad's nose.
All all of the pain we'd gone through before, no longer seemed so bad

I kissed your head, you looked at me, and our whole world fell into place
For all of the peace and love in the world rested in your tiny face.

I love you Jullia!

LIFE has changed

JULLIA ERIS

If you could see love...
there would be rainbows all around you.

If you could feel love touch your skin...
It would be all warm and sparkly.

If you could hear love...
It would be a beautiful song dancing through our soul.

If you could be sure of love...
It would be an ocean deep and strong
Bringing never-ending waves of joy to your life.

This love is mine.

For nothing is more pure
More precious
than the beautiful song of a child dancing through your soul
Surrounding you with rainbows
Filling your heart with joy.

Thank you Lord for bringing Jullia Eris into my life.

AUGURI!!!

Today, O lord I celebrate my birthday.

There are a few words I wanna say

which express my feelings

& the thoughts in my mind.

I address them to you, Lord

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

I thank you for this beautiful life...

nurtured and cared for

by a family,

enriched and enlivened

by true friends,

made meaningful and worthwhile

by their love.

Yes, I thank you for believing in me

eventhough I oftentimes fail to follow your words.

I thank you for your trust

eventhough I fail to follow your plan.

I thank you for searching for me

even when I many times neglect you and hide from you.

You guide me away from sin and shame,

You direct me to my goals

and help me garner my honors,

my heart will beat in thanksgiving.

You rescue me from destruction,

I will live my life for you.
O lord, you have showered me

with your blessings,

please continue to bless my life.

You have protected me countless of times,

please keep me under your care forever.
You have given me your love unconditionally,

please do not take it away from me.

O lord, please continue to bless the people

who make my life

useful,

memorable,

worth living.

Please take care of those who look after me.

They have accepted me as me.

Today, as I celebrate my birthday,

help me Lord

to live for others,

to achieve my goals,

to fulfill your plan for me.

Let me spend my life for your glory.
I thank you for the gift of life,

Lord, and for all that you have done for me,

In JESUS mighty name...

AMEN.

This one is so beautiful

GOD of love, Eugene & I place our love into your hands, because we want to become more honest and sincere toward each other.

Therefore with thanks and sincerity
...teach us to love as you want us to
...teach us to speak with you about your love, about our missions in our lives and about our love for each other.
...teach us to find joy in our work
...help us to be good to those who work with us.

Bless our lives, that we may live with so much courage & never ceases to be thankful, joyful and helpful.
Make us aware that our love ought to be beautiful, for then we need not fear each other.

And when the moment comes, that our love is strong enough.. together with our families, hopefully we approach your altar in thanksgiving and eventually ask for your blessings.

In JESUS mighty name..

AMEN.

The best for last..

"GOD has the best plan than I have for myself."

Hmm.. I told myself I will not get seriously involve with any guy in Italia for reason I wont disclose, tho I often think if somebody broke your heart..its ok! someone best is yet to come, right!?

Now he has come into my life, the best man so far.. EUGENE M. LATIDO url: http://www.friendster.com/jazmel.

To be honest, the first time we talk I said why not give it a try but I warned myself to control my emotions, my mind says "dont get deeply involve" but my heart says otherwise. Little by little I felt I am falling (somebody help? heh!) til one day.. it was confirmed! I wanna grow in love with him. Surely Eugene knows how to treat a lady, he treats me the way I deserved to be treated. Partly I am afraid, but he told me not to, so I took all my fears away, I am taking now the risk of loving this person because I believe and I feel this is it.

I asked GOD in thanksgiving to get me near to the man who is real, to the man who ll love and accept me for who I am, to the man who ll embrace my stubborness & flaws.. and Eugene did (Did you really babe?!)

Long distance affair requires a lot of honesty, loyalty and most importantly trust. All these things Eugene and I somehow established. I wont promise anything but one thing is sure I will never cease to love & cherish Eugene, for he is a genuine treasure in my life.

I love him.. I really do.

Join me...